Sometimes my truth asks while grieving-
"why you always bury me deep-down inside?
I am your purest part, not the thing to hide.
Find me,I am here, just behind your poker face which you wear for the society.
Know me,face me,feel me,for a moment come closer to me .
Tell me to the world boldly. No! No! it is not that difficult and it will definitely not hurt."
And I answer "Dear truth! You are a magic lives in me.
You are not a fiction or story to tell everyone .
You are in my mind where I lock my memories,
where I keep pieces of the ones, who hurts or loves me,
where I cry silently and sometimes tickle with laughter. I hide you for myself.
You are mine,whether you make me happy or cry.
I am just swinging between two extremes,the lie and you-my truth!
But the healthy place is somewhere in between.
You are my weakness and strength both,
but if I tell you to the world,you will definitely become the world's strength against me.
Ofcourse you are not a thing to hide.
Darling! you are the purest part of my soul,part where I finds real me.
I finds rest in you when the load of fakeness doubles on my shoulder
and when I get tired in hiding my real emotions and in living life of people's choice.
No doubt! I win this world daily wearing my poker face but by the end of the day I lose.
I keep you hide because I am scared of those people who are not going to believe you .
They don't care 'what I love and whom I love?' 'what I need and whom I need?'
I can't tell you to the world because this fake world don't deserve you.
People have no time to listen and understand you but yes! they have time to judge you.
They have their different perspectives to question and blame you.
They have supreme power to ignore you.
This world already suffering me alot and that's why I don't want you to suffer..
I don't want to lose you in this world. I don't want you to die,
I want to keep you safe and alive inside me.
Baby! you runs deep so deep in my body from head to toe but you are valuable until you lives in me."
And it happens daily when my truth asks several questions
and I just convinces
him everyday,everytime and makes him to believe in me .
My truth is beautiful and worthy I don't want to lose it's worth.
yes! I can't question these circumstances so I believe let it be.
... Sakshi
©Kity (Sakshi sharma)
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