Why do you keep running from him If you love him with such depth Honestly speaking I am afraid of myself I am afraid of my fate At least in my thoughts He is mine Just his presence makes me feel safe I am vulnerable No body wish to have anything less He is worthy of a complete universe I am just a tiny stone I have clearly sensed I dont matter It is all one sided Perhaps He is someone Everyone will wish to have I run from the fact that One day I will not be able to even see him once I will not be able to sense his presence It will all stay fresh in my memories Facing him, interacting with him Needs a lot of courage When you know What you seek will never seek you back Its a different pain You wouldn't understand I wish no-one ever have to You see,We all at this stage in life are Intellectual enough to understand The genuine energy, willingness I know ,I nowhere exist for him But,What to do with my heart It beats for him I somehow want to rest forever in his arms Even if I have a death wish I would love to leave this world in his arms These innocent feelings are so juvenile That,I am afraid of getting them scattered He will be my moon,my star,my universe Forever Even if its one sided,its beautiful My hearts feels peaceful,When i think of him I will come again,I will pray to my God To let me have him,if not Today In the next lifetime for sure He is the other half of my soul His presence makes me whole He heals me just be his energy I am stupid,I don't know how to love less I wish I could have his hands in mine I ruin things,I've been unlucky in life I dont want to hurt him I don't want to ruin anything,I know, He isn't in to me Yet He is the one for me.... ©ashita pandey बेबाक़

ashita pandey बेबाक़

कार्बन सा नेचर लिए इधर– उधर फिरता हूं हमे पता होती है नियत सबकी..... पर भेद भाव कहा करता हूं....... हाइड्रोज जैसे सीधा हो या फ्लोरीन जैसे चोर हर एक से गले मिलता हूं कभी एक्सोथर्मिक था गुस्सा बाहर निकलता तो कभी एंडोथर्मिक सा गुस्सा रखता भीतर हूं सही सोच रहे हो जनाब, मैं केमेस्ट्री का टीचर हूं ©Aryan Shivam Mishra

Aryan Shivam Mishra

Why do you keep running from him If you love him with such depth Honestly speaking I am afraid of myself I am afraid of my fate At least in my thoughts He is mine Just his presence makes me feel safe I am vulnerable No body wish to have anything less He is worthy of a complete universe I am just a tiny stone I have clearly sensed I dont matter It is all one sided Perhaps He is someone Everyone will wish to have I run from the fact that One day I will not be able to even see him once I will not be able to sense his presence It will all stay fresh in my memories Facing him, interacting with him Needs a lot of courage When you know What you seek will never seek you back Its a different pain You wouldn't understand I wish no-one ever have to You see,We all at this stage in life are Intellectual enough to understand The genuine energy, willingness I know ,I nowhere exist for him But,What to do with my heart It beats for him I somehow want to rest forever in his arms Even if I have a death wish I would love to leave this world in his arms These innocent feelings are so juvenile That,I am afraid of getting them scattered He will be my moon,my star,my universe Forever Even if its one sided,its beautiful My hearts feels peaceful,When i think of him I will come again,I will pray to my God To let me have him,if not Today In the next lifetime for sure He is the other half of my soul His presence makes me whole He heals me just be his energy I am stupid,I don't know how to love less I wish I could have his hands in mine I ruin things,I've been unlucky in life I dont want to hurt him I don't want to ruin anything,I know, He isn't in to me Yet He is the one for me.... ©ashita pandey बेबाक़

ashita pandey बेबाक़

कार्बन सा नेचर लिए इधर– उधर फिरता हूं हमे पता होती है नियत सबकी..... पर भेद भाव कहा करता हूं....... हाइड्रोज जैसे सीधा हो या फ्लोरीन जैसे चोर हर एक से गले मिलता हूं कभी एक्सोथर्मिक था गुस्सा बाहर निकलता तो कभी एंडोथर्मिक सा गुस्सा रखता भीतर हूं सही सोच रहे हो जनाब, मैं केमेस्ट्री का टीचर हूं ©Aryan Shivam Mishra

Aryan Shivam Mishra