Why do you keep running from him
If you love him with such depth
Honestly speaking
I am afraid of myself
I am afraid of my fate
At least in my thoughts
He is mine
Just his presence
makes me feel safe
I am vulnerable
No body wish to have anything less
He is worthy of a complete universe
I am just a tiny stone
I have clearly sensed
I dont matter
It is all one sided
Perhaps
He is someone
Everyone will wish to have
I run from the fact that
One day
I will not be able to even see him once
I will not be able to sense his presence
It will all stay fresh in my memories
Facing him, interacting with him
Needs a lot of courage
When you know
What you seek will never seek you back
Its a different pain
You wouldn't understand
I wish no-one ever have to
You see,We all at this stage in life are
Intellectual enough to understand
The genuine energy, willingness
I know ,I nowhere exist for him
But,What to do with my heart
It beats for him
I somehow want to rest forever in his arms
Even if I have a death wish
I would love to leave this world in his arms
These innocent feelings are so juvenile
That,I am afraid of getting them scattered
He will be my moon,my star,my universe
Forever
Even if its one sided,its beautiful
My hearts feels peaceful,When i think of him
I will come again,I will pray to my God
To let me have him,if not Today
In the next lifetime for sure
He is the other half of my soul
His presence makes me whole
He heals me just be his energy
I am stupid,I don't know how to love less
I wish I could have his hands in mine
I ruin things,I've been unlucky in life
I dont want to hurt him
I don't want to ruin anything,I know, He isn't in to me
Yet
He is the one for me....
©ashita pandey बेबाक़
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