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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-292 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Waited for you till sunset, but you never responded No matter, it is irony of fate and I truly deserve your indifference The stars twinkled in the sky, the moon brought a smile to a million faces, but I remained in utter darkness looking at the empty sky Evening stepped into the night, but you remained silent. I searched for you here and there, but you were nowhere on my pages The age of the night silently increased so also my loneliness and anxiety. The light was abundant outside. But in my darkness, I was silently looking at my pages hoping for your presence. Morning broke, but you neither turned in nor graced my wishes. There was jubilation all around But I was languishing in my lonely lane From you, I was expecting a wish, a beautiful wish which would have made my day. But it never came my way, never came that unusual shower to drench the dry earth I have learned to live with your indifference I know I deserve it more than anyone else. Sometimes it hurts, but I accept the reality. No option, I have to coz it is part of my destiny Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 25.10.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-292.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/25/something-i-look-at-292/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status  White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-292
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

Waited for you till sunset,
but you never responded 
No matter, it is irony of fate 
and I truly deserve your indifference 

The stars twinkled in the sky, 
the moon brought a smile 
to a million faces, 
but I remained in utter darkness
looking at the empty sky

Evening stepped into the night,
but you remained silent. 
I searched for you here and there,
but you were nowhere on my pages

The age of the night silently increased 
so also my loneliness and anxiety.
The light was abundant outside.
But in my darkness, I was silently looking at my pages hoping for your presence. 
Morning broke, but you neither turned in nor graced my wishes.

There was jubilation all around 
But I was languishing in my lonely lane
From you, I was expecting a wish,
a beautiful wish 
which would have made my day.
But it  never came my way,
never came that unusual shower to drench the dry earth 
I have learned to 
live with your indifference 
I know I deserve it 
more than anyone else. 
Sometimes it hurts,
but I accept the reality.
No option, I have to
coz  it is part of my destiny

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty©
India
25.10.2023
All copyrights reserved
https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-292.html
https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/25/something-i-look-at-292/

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status SOMETHING I LOOK AT-292 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Waited for you till sunset, but you never responded No matter, it is irony of

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-282 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY If I could have opened my heart I would have shown you the reality It is none else but you Engraved deep inside I am afraid, can not open the door When you got into it It is closed forever I can not open my heart Once you are there You will be always there Why and for whom shall it open? Except you, it can accommodate no other Let it remain locked forever The key is with none Neither you nor I or anyone else can unlock it I may have a thousand births But my heart will be the same old one Adorned by your love, beauty and elegance I can not open my heart Can never allow anyone to come closer Nor see my love come out of it And wilt under the summer sun My love! be there My heart will hold you forever Hold your dreams, changing moods and Conflicting priorities Heart, once graced by your presence Can never throb for anyone else Eyes that have seen you Will never cherish someone else My love! be sure My heart is eternally yours Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 25.9.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/09/something-i-look-at-282.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/09/27/something-i-look-at-282/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#love_shayari  White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-282
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

If I could have opened my heart
I would have shown  you the reality 
It is none else but you 
Engraved deep inside 
I am afraid, can not open the door
When  you got into it
It is closed forever 

I can not open my heart 
Once you are there
You will be always there 
Why and for whom shall it open?
Except you, it can accommodate no other 
Let it remain locked forever 
The key is with none 
Neither you nor I or anyone else can unlock it
I may have a thousand births 
But my heart will be the same old one 
Adorned by your love, beauty and elegance 

I can not open my heart 
Can never allow anyone to come closer
Nor see  my love come out of it
And wilt under the summer sun 
My love! be there 
My heart will hold you forever 
Hold your dreams, changing moods and 
Conflicting priorities 

Heart, once graced by your presence 
Can never throb for anyone else 
Eyes that have seen you
Will never cherish someone else 
My love! be sure
My heart is eternally yours

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty©
India
25.9.2023
All copyrights reserved
https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/09/something-i-look-at-282.html
https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/09/27/something-i-look-at-282/

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#love_shayari SOMETHING I LOOK AT-282 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY If I could have opened my heart I would have shown you the reality It is n

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#GoodMorning  White A LOOK AT LIFE-61
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

WITH  A CELL PHONE IN MY HEART AND MIND

Seeking
laurels and accolades,
appreciation and recognition,
pelf and power,
I lost myself somewhere.

Caught in between dreams and dramas,
the real me and my endless desires,
struggle for a place under the sun
and a go at the moon,
I failed to recognise myself and my love.

Remained engrossed in me,
in my comforts and amenities of life.
WhatsApp, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter and the digital world became my love and passion,
forcing relationships, feelings and touch of humanity to silently wither. 

With a cell phone in my heart and mind 
became a servant of my changing needs,
forgetting all those who loved me.
Looked at none, listened to none.
All that I needed was only an internet connection.
I more interacted with a cell phone rather than with human faces.
Travelled in the air, talked over the telephone.
For me, nothing mattered except money, power and recognition.
Missed that delicate human touch all along 
Roamed here and there in a colourful world where there was nothing except accolades and applause, dreams, fancies and idiocies.

Ran away 
from life and its beauty,
from love, family and friendship,
from all that I once loved and relished,
only to find me in a no man's world 
caught in an ocean of shattered dreams and desires with none accompanying me.

With nowhere the shore in vision
I worked out the mathematics of life.
What I achieved, everybody knows,
what I lost, I only know.
I lost those beautiful days,
nature and her beautiful murmur,
the cool moon and bright sunshine,
the first shower and smell of moist earth,
the love and shadow of my parents,
the looks and longing of my beloved,
her love and tears, petty wishes and trifling demands,
the sweet smiles  and the company of my kids,
their desire to have a bit of my time.
no one, nothing waited for me,
neither the blooming and craving  of my beloved
nor my kid's naughty looks and early childhood.
Time flew by and 
I lost all those moments 
Which could have been mine.

Running away from my own 
I only landed myself in a pseudo world with empty coffers with no one with me to share my spoil, agony and distress.
Looking back there was nothing except the crowded lane that led me to my coffin.
By the time I realised,
the machine had a heart,
life had lost its rhythm and rhyme 
The grey hairs of my kids were mocking t me and the lady sitting on a chair on the wheel with wrinkles all over greeted me with a faint smile.

Smruti Ranjan Mohan

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#GoodMorning A LOOK AT LIFE-61 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY WITH A CELL PHONE IN MY HEART AND MIND Seeking laurels and accolades, appreciatio

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#Sad_shayri  White ନା ମୁଁ ତମେ ଓ
ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ପ୍ରତି ଅବିଶ୍ବସ୍ତ
ନା ମୁଁ ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ଓ ମୋ
ଅନୁଭଵ ପାଇଁ ସମ୍ବେଦନଶୀଳଡ଼ଢ଼
କେଵଳ ସମୟ ଓ ପରିସ୍ଥିତି 
ଏଠି ପ୍ରତିବନ୍ଧକ ସିନା, 
ଆମକୁ ଏକାଠି କରେନା ଯାହା।।

ଅସୀମ ନୀଳାକାଶକୁ ଭଲ ପାଉଥିବା
ଗୋଟେ ପଞ୍ଜୁରିଵଦ୍ଧ ପକ୍ଷୀର ଅବସ୍ଥା 
ସେ ମୁକ୍ତି ଜାଣେନା, 
କେବଳ ତାର ପ୍ରତୀକ୍ଷା,
କେଵେ ଆକାଶୀ ଅସୀମତା
ସହ ହେବ ଏକାକାର।

SOMETHING I LOOK AT-343
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

I am neither untrue to you, 
nor your love. 
Neither I am insensitive to my feelings, nor yours.
What stands in between is time and circumstance 
that never make us unite

What happens to a caged bird
when he falls in love with the blue sky?
He does not know how to come out, the gate is closed,
only waits for a handful of the sky to come inside and  make him realise how beautiful and vast the sky is 

How can a fairy in the azure sky feel the craving of a bird languishing in the golden cage for his life and love?
How can she fathom the 
intensity of his pain, the depth of his longing, his fear and tears?

My love!
for a change put yourself in place of that poor bird who fancies the open sky but does not have the strength and means to come out of the cage.
Neither the time nor the tide in his side.
He silently sheds  tears hoping the fairy to understand the sorrow and predicament of the bird inside

Never misunderstand the bird 
You are the beats of his heart,
the pupil of his eyes 
He is for you, with you at a different level on a different plane which very few can understand and fewer can realise and appreciate

Tell me!
what can an old caged bird do for the fairy with silver wings 
except wish her all the shades of life in her golden voyage?

Smruti Ranjan Mohan

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_shayri ନା ମୁଁ ତମେ ଓ ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ପ୍ରତି ଅବିଶ୍ବସ୍ତ ନା ମୁଁ ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ଓ ମୋ ଅନୁଭଵ ପାଇଁ ସମ୍ବେଦନଶୀଳଡ଼ଢ଼ କେଵଳ ସମୟ ଓ ପରିସ୍ଥିତି ଏଠି ପ୍ରତିବନ୍ଧକ ସିନା,

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#Sad_Status  White SOMETHING LOOK AT-96
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

I AM A WIDOW 

Do i need to be told
what to do, what not to,
how should I look,
what to wear, what to eat,
how to interact and conduct 
in this heartless world of yours?

For you
he was just another man,
a friend in the fair weather.
You have lost just a friend.
Do you know what have I  lost?
I have lost my whole world.
With him gone my wishes,
my passions to live a life.
But I am breathing,
breathing for the sake of his love
to keep him alive 

Have you ever fathomed 
a woman's love for her husband.
No man has ever been able to do so
and you are just another of the same species.
You can never understand
what he meant to me.
I don't even expect you to understand.
Lett me live with my tears.
They are exclusively mine.
Let them drench me with all his colours.
Even at the cost of the world, its wealth and splendour I can hardly part with it, part with my emotions, my feelings,
half of my heart and soul.

Do you doubt my integrity?
If at this age if you need a woman,
what is the wrong if i go for another man.
If a man can marry after the death of his wife,
why can't a woman.
Is this world only for men,
their whims and caprices?

Don't think
I will be a prey to someone's passion.
There is none in this world
who stands equal to my man,
at least for me
he is head and  shoulder above others.
Men should understand 
Women better read them, their body language and unusual showers of love.
Change the way you think,
or else you will only burn yourself 

And you
being a woman,
I expected you to stand by,
but you only added to my misery,
made my wounds fresh and  bleed more.
Do you know what is in store for you in future?
If you are not with me,
never come to my life, add to my sorrow,
make my bleeding heart bleed more.

People
I call my own,
from you, my expectations were too high.
You never came forward
when i needed you the most.
You never solved my problems,
you can only end up adding a few more.
Can you refrain from giving me advice
and let me live on my own?

Leave me alone
I know how to stand on my legs and withstand life, its ebb and flow tide.
Neither I need your sympathy, compassion nor I have an ear to what you say.
I know my rights and.
understand my obligations.
To do justice to my role as a mother
I will never be in black and white,
reincarnate with all my colours 
and will never allow my kids to suffer.
If at all Iam to make a compromise between love and life,
I will choose the latter
with my heart always beating for my love.

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status SOMETHING LOOK AT-96 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY I AM A WIDOW Do i need to be told what to do, what not to, how should I look,

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#Sad_Status  White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-269
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

Know not 
What to say?
How do I feel when you go away?
How miserable I become 
When I do not see you
Neither find you on your pages nor anywhere else?

When you smile 
Smile many 
Smile the earth below and the sky above 
When you become silent 
The rivers stop flowing 
The birds stop chirping
The atmosphere becomes so heavy 
I find it difficult to breathe 

Keep smiling 
It looks so beautiful on your lips 
I feel enthralled and captivated 
Never like to come out of the trance
When you do not smile 
You drag me to the lonely corridor 
Where I find myself alone 
In a pool of sorrow and distress 

Your presence casts a spell
A spell of beauty and grace 
Which keeps me going 
Forgetting my loneliness and anguish 

Oh, the queen of million hearts 
Keep smiling 
The world around will smile
The silver moon will romance 
With the dancing, Lilly will for a while 

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status SOMETHING I LOOK AT-269 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Know not What to say? How do I feel when you go away? How miserable I become

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-292 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Waited for you till sunset, but you never responded No matter, it is irony of fate and I truly deserve your indifference The stars twinkled in the sky, the moon brought a smile to a million faces, but I remained in utter darkness looking at the empty sky Evening stepped into the night, but you remained silent. I searched for you here and there, but you were nowhere on my pages The age of the night silently increased so also my loneliness and anxiety. The light was abundant outside. But in my darkness, I was silently looking at my pages hoping for your presence. Morning broke, but you neither turned in nor graced my wishes. There was jubilation all around But I was languishing in my lonely lane From you, I was expecting a wish, a beautiful wish which would have made my day. But it never came my way, never came that unusual shower to drench the dry earth I have learned to live with your indifference I know I deserve it more than anyone else. Sometimes it hurts, but I accept the reality. No option, I have to coz it is part of my destiny Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 25.10.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-292.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/25/something-i-look-at-292/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status  White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-292
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

Waited for you till sunset,
but you never responded 
No matter, it is irony of fate 
and I truly deserve your indifference 

The stars twinkled in the sky, 
the moon brought a smile 
to a million faces, 
but I remained in utter darkness
looking at the empty sky

Evening stepped into the night,
but you remained silent. 
I searched for you here and there,
but you were nowhere on my pages

The age of the night silently increased 
so also my loneliness and anxiety.
The light was abundant outside.
But in my darkness, I was silently looking at my pages hoping for your presence. 
Morning broke, but you neither turned in nor graced my wishes.

There was jubilation all around 
But I was languishing in my lonely lane
From you, I was expecting a wish,
a beautiful wish 
which would have made my day.
But it  never came my way,
never came that unusual shower to drench the dry earth 
I have learned to 
live with your indifference 
I know I deserve it 
more than anyone else. 
Sometimes it hurts,
but I accept the reality.
No option, I have to
coz  it is part of my destiny

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty©
India
25.10.2023
All copyrights reserved
https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-292.html
https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/25/something-i-look-at-292/

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status SOMETHING I LOOK AT-292 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Waited for you till sunset, but you never responded No matter, it is irony of

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-282 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY If I could have opened my heart I would have shown you the reality It is none else but you Engraved deep inside I am afraid, can not open the door When you got into it It is closed forever I can not open my heart Once you are there You will be always there Why and for whom shall it open? Except you, it can accommodate no other Let it remain locked forever The key is with none Neither you nor I or anyone else can unlock it I may have a thousand births But my heart will be the same old one Adorned by your love, beauty and elegance I can not open my heart Can never allow anyone to come closer Nor see my love come out of it And wilt under the summer sun My love! be there My heart will hold you forever Hold your dreams, changing moods and Conflicting priorities Heart, once graced by your presence Can never throb for anyone else Eyes that have seen you Will never cherish someone else My love! be sure My heart is eternally yours Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 25.9.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/09/something-i-look-at-282.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/09/27/something-i-look-at-282/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#love_shayari  White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-282
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

If I could have opened my heart
I would have shown  you the reality 
It is none else but you 
Engraved deep inside 
I am afraid, can not open the door
When  you got into it
It is closed forever 

I can not open my heart 
Once you are there
You will be always there 
Why and for whom shall it open?
Except you, it can accommodate no other 
Let it remain locked forever 
The key is with none 
Neither you nor I or anyone else can unlock it
I may have a thousand births 
But my heart will be the same old one 
Adorned by your love, beauty and elegance 

I can not open my heart 
Can never allow anyone to come closer
Nor see  my love come out of it
And wilt under the summer sun 
My love! be there 
My heart will hold you forever 
Hold your dreams, changing moods and 
Conflicting priorities 

Heart, once graced by your presence 
Can never throb for anyone else 
Eyes that have seen you
Will never cherish someone else 
My love! be sure
My heart is eternally yours

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty©
India
25.9.2023
All copyrights reserved
https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/09/something-i-look-at-282.html
https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/09/27/something-i-look-at-282/

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#love_shayari SOMETHING I LOOK AT-282 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY If I could have opened my heart I would have shown you the reality It is n

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#GoodMorning  White A LOOK AT LIFE-61
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

WITH  A CELL PHONE IN MY HEART AND MIND

Seeking
laurels and accolades,
appreciation and recognition,
pelf and power,
I lost myself somewhere.

Caught in between dreams and dramas,
the real me and my endless desires,
struggle for a place under the sun
and a go at the moon,
I failed to recognise myself and my love.

Remained engrossed in me,
in my comforts and amenities of life.
WhatsApp, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter and the digital world became my love and passion,
forcing relationships, feelings and touch of humanity to silently wither. 

With a cell phone in my heart and mind 
became a servant of my changing needs,
forgetting all those who loved me.
Looked at none, listened to none.
All that I needed was only an internet connection.
I more interacted with a cell phone rather than with human faces.
Travelled in the air, talked over the telephone.
For me, nothing mattered except money, power and recognition.
Missed that delicate human touch all along 
Roamed here and there in a colourful world where there was nothing except accolades and applause, dreams, fancies and idiocies.

Ran away 
from life and its beauty,
from love, family and friendship,
from all that I once loved and relished,
only to find me in a no man's world 
caught in an ocean of shattered dreams and desires with none accompanying me.

With nowhere the shore in vision
I worked out the mathematics of life.
What I achieved, everybody knows,
what I lost, I only know.
I lost those beautiful days,
nature and her beautiful murmur,
the cool moon and bright sunshine,
the first shower and smell of moist earth,
the love and shadow of my parents,
the looks and longing of my beloved,
her love and tears, petty wishes and trifling demands,
the sweet smiles  and the company of my kids,
their desire to have a bit of my time.
no one, nothing waited for me,
neither the blooming and craving  of my beloved
nor my kid's naughty looks and early childhood.
Time flew by and 
I lost all those moments 
Which could have been mine.

Running away from my own 
I only landed myself in a pseudo world with empty coffers with no one with me to share my spoil, agony and distress.
Looking back there was nothing except the crowded lane that led me to my coffin.
By the time I realised,
the machine had a heart,
life had lost its rhythm and rhyme 
The grey hairs of my kids were mocking t me and the lady sitting on a chair on the wheel with wrinkles all over greeted me with a faint smile.

Smruti Ranjan Mohan

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#GoodMorning A LOOK AT LIFE-61 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY WITH A CELL PHONE IN MY HEART AND MIND Seeking laurels and accolades, appreciatio

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#Sad_shayri  White ନା ମୁଁ ତମେ ଓ
ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ପ୍ରତି ଅବିଶ୍ବସ୍ତ
ନା ମୁଁ ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ଓ ମୋ
ଅନୁଭଵ ପାଇଁ ସମ୍ବେଦନଶୀଳଡ଼ଢ଼
କେଵଳ ସମୟ ଓ ପରିସ୍ଥିତି 
ଏଠି ପ୍ରତିବନ୍ଧକ ସିନା, 
ଆମକୁ ଏକାଠି କରେନା ଯାହା।।

ଅସୀମ ନୀଳାକାଶକୁ ଭଲ ପାଉଥିବା
ଗୋଟେ ପଞ୍ଜୁରିଵଦ୍ଧ ପକ୍ଷୀର ଅବସ୍ଥା 
ସେ ମୁକ୍ତି ଜାଣେନା, 
କେବଳ ତାର ପ୍ରତୀକ୍ଷା,
କେଵେ ଆକାଶୀ ଅସୀମତା
ସହ ହେବ ଏକାକାର।

SOMETHING I LOOK AT-343
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

I am neither untrue to you, 
nor your love. 
Neither I am insensitive to my feelings, nor yours.
What stands in between is time and circumstance 
that never make us unite

What happens to a caged bird
when he falls in love with the blue sky?
He does not know how to come out, the gate is closed,
only waits for a handful of the sky to come inside and  make him realise how beautiful and vast the sky is 

How can a fairy in the azure sky feel the craving of a bird languishing in the golden cage for his life and love?
How can she fathom the 
intensity of his pain, the depth of his longing, his fear and tears?

My love!
for a change put yourself in place of that poor bird who fancies the open sky but does not have the strength and means to come out of the cage.
Neither the time nor the tide in his side.
He silently sheds  tears hoping the fairy to understand the sorrow and predicament of the bird inside

Never misunderstand the bird 
You are the beats of his heart,
the pupil of his eyes 
He is for you, with you at a different level on a different plane which very few can understand and fewer can realise and appreciate

Tell me!
what can an old caged bird do for the fairy with silver wings 
except wish her all the shades of life in her golden voyage?

Smruti Ranjan Mohan

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#Sad_shayri ନା ମୁଁ ତମେ ଓ ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ପ୍ରତି ଅବିଶ୍ବସ୍ତ ନା ମୁଁ ତମ ପ୍ରେମ ଓ ମୋ ଅନୁଭଵ ପାଇଁ ସମ୍ବେଦନଶୀଳଡ଼ଢ଼ କେଵଳ ସମୟ ଓ ପରିସ୍ଥିତି ଏଠି ପ୍ରତିବନ୍ଧକ ସିନା,

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#Sad_Status  White SOMETHING LOOK AT-96
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

I AM A WIDOW 

Do i need to be told
what to do, what not to,
how should I look,
what to wear, what to eat,
how to interact and conduct 
in this heartless world of yours?

For you
he was just another man,
a friend in the fair weather.
You have lost just a friend.
Do you know what have I  lost?
I have lost my whole world.
With him gone my wishes,
my passions to live a life.
But I am breathing,
breathing for the sake of his love
to keep him alive 

Have you ever fathomed 
a woman's love for her husband.
No man has ever been able to do so
and you are just another of the same species.
You can never understand
what he meant to me.
I don't even expect you to understand.
Lett me live with my tears.
They are exclusively mine.
Let them drench me with all his colours.
Even at the cost of the world, its wealth and splendour I can hardly part with it, part with my emotions, my feelings,
half of my heart and soul.

Do you doubt my integrity?
If at this age if you need a woman,
what is the wrong if i go for another man.
If a man can marry after the death of his wife,
why can't a woman.
Is this world only for men,
their whims and caprices?

Don't think
I will be a prey to someone's passion.
There is none in this world
who stands equal to my man,
at least for me
he is head and  shoulder above others.
Men should understand 
Women better read them, their body language and unusual showers of love.
Change the way you think,
or else you will only burn yourself 

And you
being a woman,
I expected you to stand by,
but you only added to my misery,
made my wounds fresh and  bleed more.
Do you know what is in store for you in future?
If you are not with me,
never come to my life, add to my sorrow,
make my bleeding heart bleed more.

People
I call my own,
from you, my expectations were too high.
You never came forward
when i needed you the most.
You never solved my problems,
you can only end up adding a few more.
Can you refrain from giving me advice
and let me live on my own?

Leave me alone
I know how to stand on my legs and withstand life, its ebb and flow tide.
Neither I need your sympathy, compassion nor I have an ear to what you say.
I know my rights and.
understand my obligations.
To do justice to my role as a mother
I will never be in black and white,
reincarnate with all my colours 
and will never allow my kids to suffer.
If at all Iam to make a compromise between love and life,
I will choose the latter
with my heart always beating for my love.

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status SOMETHING LOOK AT-96 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY I AM A WIDOW Do i need to be told what to do, what not to, how should I look,

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#Sad_Status  White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-269
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

Know not 
What to say?
How do I feel when you go away?
How miserable I become 
When I do not see you
Neither find you on your pages nor anywhere else?

When you smile 
Smile many 
Smile the earth below and the sky above 
When you become silent 
The rivers stop flowing 
The birds stop chirping
The atmosphere becomes so heavy 
I find it difficult to breathe 

Keep smiling 
It looks so beautiful on your lips 
I feel enthralled and captivated 
Never like to come out of the trance
When you do not smile 
You drag me to the lonely corridor 
Where I find myself alone 
In a pool of sorrow and distress 

Your presence casts a spell
A spell of beauty and grace 
Which keeps me going 
Forgetting my loneliness and anguish 

Oh, the queen of million hearts 
Keep smiling 
The world around will smile
The silver moon will romance 
With the dancing, Lilly will for a while 

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

#Sad_Status SOMETHING I LOOK AT-269 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Know not What to say? How do I feel when you go away? How miserable I become

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