green-leaves 1.I got admission in school after giving 5-6 entrance test as the school was not ready to give admission.as they were pretending like they take admission of only intelligent and bright students but there were lot of children in the school who were getting failed and giving retest so i don't know why they were doing this with me school is to learn so its obvious that if someone is not so good in studies they should help them rather than demotivating them,so at that time my life became like hell my dad started hating me like have a done a crime,I felt like my life has ended up.
2.Finally in the month of August i got admission in the school but lot of the syallabus had already done and the exam was about to start nobody was ready to help in providing notes and the teachers used to focus on only few students so I scored very less marks in exam.
3.in the final exam i scored very less marks in maths so they called my parents
4.finally i passed and i was in 10th class but school coordinator was forcing me to leave Maths subject and replace it with music.If i was not good in particular subject does that means that they will replace it i mean they were taking so much of fees and still they were doing whatever they want,but we managed somehow and we didn't changed that subject
5.i passed 10th class with good score but still didn't got pcB and school gave me Arts but we were not happy.teachers were saying that we can't give you pcb because we are not sure how will you perform in that subject and they suggested me to take synchro classes which has a total fee of 3 lakh for two years and they provide the coaching for entrance exams now just imagine they were not ready to give me PCB but they gave me synchro classes with pcb because the fees of it were too high and they were greedy they were not ready to believe that i will score good in class but they believed that i will clear the entrance strange...how greedy they were i hate them too much that i will never want to see their face due to this extra coaching classes i got depressed because i was an average student so it was very difficult for me to manage both at the same time.
in theses Times i got diagnosed with anxiety,and inflammatory bowl syndrome when i passed my school at that time i got kidney stones, urinary tract infection Even after a lot of treatment i couldn't got cure properly iam still suffering from IBS I can't digest anything except dal,tice,rotiand curd.but even these things gives me
blotting and constipation
If I had not taken admission in that school, maybe my life would have been better, maybe I would not have been diagnosed with anxiety I wish my parents had got me admitted in some other school.Every child is not the same, everyone has different capabilities, but parents and society never understand this.vo sochte hain ki bas IIT aur Neet hi sabkuch hai doctor aur Engineer ke alwa koyi profession achha nahi hai her bachha to wshi nahi ban sakta hai na agar sabka dimag sane chakta to sabka IQ bhivsane hota na par sabka IQ different hai
abhi Right now I am in Delhi University North Campus, but unfortunately nobody is happy with it. I always feel that I wish I could live my life from the beginning. meri life me hamesha vo hua jo maine kabhi nahi chaha.
ek baar socho Ek ladki jo do saal ghar me band rahi ho na uska koyi dost ho uper se uske school friends bhi na ho ,bas dar pressure, family ki daant , anxiety,stone, infection,IBS aur inn sab cheezon ke baad bhi aapki family ko aapse koyi fark na pade bas vo aapko compare karein iam tired of praying to god because he never listen to me i just wish if had not lived peacefully i could atleast die peacefully
There might me so many mistakes but iam not editing it because I can't read this again
there are sooo many things jo maine likha bhi nahi hai bas mere jaisi life bhagwan kisi ko na de
©khushbu Prajapati
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