Short letter to my one sided delusional love
Dear love
Couldn't tell you how much I love you
There are fears and scars intertwined in me, Moreover
You deserve happiness
I don't find myself as a priority in your life forget priority
You aren't even interested
Well my love for you isn't shallow
You stay or not it will last till my last breath
I will surely crave for a single gaze,presence,your smell and your voice
That's all
I will be sorted in the bare minimum
I've clearly understood that
Either you are already happy elsewhere or
I surely am not someone who you want to keep up with
We are all individuals,free to choose for ourselves
Loving you was beyond my control it was a soul calling,
I wasn't intimidated by your post position or material aspects ever,
Itwas your soul that attracted me so hopelessly
My love will never be bound by how you feel or reciprocate the same
Honestly,I don't expect anything
Yes,it was an aweful shock to be in touch and to be ghosted
Without a certain solid reason
To my contextual understanding
I may have annoyed you quite a few times that's because I cared
But then
I have always maintained that boundary
It is ahead of my might to cross them ever
You've hurt me knowingly unknowingly,I don't really know
Maybe it's all in my head
Maybe it was all in my head
But I feel for you,I always will
I don't want to ruin anything
May you stay happy whichever way you wish to
Praying to the universe for your safety and well being
Hope to bid goodbye with my physical existence soon
And yes I never intended to hurt or disrespect you
That's not me I couldn't to you specially
You were you are my universe
And one doesn't kill its own happiness by free will
So,I sincerely apologise for my silly actions
If they have caused any harm by any means
I will always, always love you with my soul
May shivaya bless you with the best
Lovingly
An innocent soul....
©ashita pandey बेबाक़
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