White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-306 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY My love! I also feel the same way as you. You have completely blanketed my mind. No more, I remain myself, I have become someone else, yes someone else with which at times I dare to identify. I see you everywhere, in my breath and beats, in my dreams and reality, in what I see and what I don't Believe me! my love, it is you who live in me as a feeling, a beautiful feeling that knows no ending. Don't think it is only from your side. I reciprocate yours with all my feelings, but you know, I have my limitations beyond which I can not drive. My dear! it never means a negation, rather it is an affirmation, an affirmation of the refinement and dignity of love, the grace and beauty of your soul. Believe me I love you more than I love me, I value your smile more than I value mine. Your love has made me more sublime, helped me to go beyond myself to the ocean of unending joy and bliss. My life is more for you than mine. My love! it is the truth and you know I never lie Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 7.12.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/12/i-look-at-306-by-smruti-ranjan-mohanty.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/12/07/something-i-look-at-306/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-302 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY My love! Do you know where you are? Let me tell you once more You are there where I am, deep inside my heart. Where I have treasured you as my biggest treasure. Don't you feel your existence there? Don't you hear the beats of my heart? Don't you know for whom it beats from morning to evening from evening to sunshine? Do you know who is with me in my most beautiful dream, in my naked reality, in my day and night, who is always in my thoughts from sunset to sunrise, in my conscious and subconscious mind in my and waking? Have you ever tried to feel the waves of emoticons emanating from the heart of my heart, fathom its depth and intensity, swim with its grace and beauty, or you are just indifferent to yourself, to the symphony of your heart Have you ever looked into my eyes? It is you shining like a star making my dark nights smile, dance with your light and elegance I may not be the way you want me to be But you are the most beautiful feeling that could have happened to me, without which I do not exist, yes, I do not exist. I will live with that feeling and go to the other side carrying that feeling with me. Hope, you will understand me. Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 22.11.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/11/something-i-look-at-302.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/11/22/something-i-look-at-302/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT -73 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Long since waiting for something to happen someone to come the pleasure of waiting he knows who waits and i have been waiting for you since the day we met when mind stopped roaming, breath and beats halted for a while and time forever remained standstill Nothing is as pleasing as waiting it keeps me enraptured and enthralled binds me with you and your memory it brings me face to face with the heaven of my dreams and makes each moment of life so captivating and enduring hardly i get time to look at me You moved ahead but i am where i was long back in the lap of your memory having nothing to do with the present i look back where lies my life and its beauty those few encounters and the moments i had just enough to see me through the days and years ahead Let there be no end to my waiting i live and breathe in it and drench me with all your colours let me wait for you till eternity wait for something which was probably not mine i can not deprive me of those priceless feelings that keep me going and lure me to live a life anticipating something to happen someone to come and take care of me Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 🙏🙏 ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-291 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY What you say yours is not yours. It is mine, exclusively mine. How can I be an alien to my feelings, my emotions, my anxiety and fear, cheer and tear. I understand the language of your heart, listen to its beats, blend and rhyme with it. It is my heart not yours I know where it aches. How can I ignore the pain, remain indifferent to it, turn a deaf ear to my aching soul and dreaming eyes I feel your feelings Know not how to respond in a world that is unlike you and me. The difference is so much, at least I need one more birth to bridge up Something holds me back. Sometimes my conscience, sometimes my situation and upbringing, but in most of the times, it is me who come on my way. Not so easy to come out of the trap. Not easy to feel blood rushing in your veins when your best is already past Sometimes I think let me silently wither away to come as the man of your choice who deserves you, your love like no one else. My love, will you relish it if I do not remain myself, become someone else with whom my surroundings may not identify? Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 21.20.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-291.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/21/something-i-look-at-291/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-306 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY My love! I also feel the same way as you. You have completely blanketed my mind. No more, I remain myself, I have become someone else, yes someone else with which at times I dare to identify. I see you everywhere, in my breath and beats, in my dreams and reality, in what I see and what I don't Believe me! my love, it is you who live in me as a feeling, a beautiful feeling that knows no ending. Don't think it is only from your side. I reciprocate yours with all my feelings, but you know, I have my limitations beyond which I can not drive. My dear! it never means a negation, rather it is an affirmation, an affirmation of the refinement and dignity of love, the grace and beauty of your soul. Believe me I love you more than I love me, I value your smile more than I value mine. Your love has made me more sublime, helped me to go beyond myself to the ocean of unending joy and bliss. My life is more for you than mine. My love! it is the truth and you know I never lie Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 7.12.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/12/i-look-at-306-by-smruti-ranjan-mohanty.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/12/07/something-i-look-at-306/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-302 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY My love! Do you know where you are? Let me tell you once more You are there where I am, deep inside my heart. Where I have treasured you as my biggest treasure. Don't you feel your existence there? Don't you hear the beats of my heart? Don't you know for whom it beats from morning to evening from evening to sunshine? Do you know who is with me in my most beautiful dream, in my naked reality, in my day and night, who is always in my thoughts from sunset to sunrise, in my conscious and subconscious mind in my and waking? Have you ever tried to feel the waves of emoticons emanating from the heart of my heart, fathom its depth and intensity, swim with its grace and beauty, or you are just indifferent to yourself, to the symphony of your heart Have you ever looked into my eyes? It is you shining like a star making my dark nights smile, dance with your light and elegance I may not be the way you want me to be But you are the most beautiful feeling that could have happened to me, without which I do not exist, yes, I do not exist. I will live with that feeling and go to the other side carrying that feeling with me. Hope, you will understand me. Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 22.11.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/11/something-i-look-at-302.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/11/22/something-i-look-at-302/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

White SOMETHING I LOOK AT -73 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Long since waiting for something to happen someone to come the pleasure of waiting he knows who waits and i have been waiting for you since the day we met when mind stopped roaming, breath and beats halted for a while and time forever remained standstill Nothing is as pleasing as waiting it keeps me enraptured and enthralled binds me with you and your memory it brings me face to face with the heaven of my dreams and makes each moment of life so captivating and enduring hardly i get time to look at me You moved ahead but i am where i was long back in the lap of your memory having nothing to do with the present i look back where lies my life and its beauty those few encounters and the moments i had just enough to see me through the days and years ahead Let there be no end to my waiting i live and breathe in it and drench me with all your colours let me wait for you till eternity wait for something which was probably not mine i can not deprive me of those priceless feelings that keep me going and lure me to live a life anticipating something to happen someone to come and take care of me Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 🙏🙏 ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-291 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY What you say yours is not yours. It is mine, exclusively mine. How can I be an alien to my feelings, my emotions, my anxiety and fear, cheer and tear. I understand the language of your heart, listen to its beats, blend and rhyme with it. It is my heart not yours I know where it aches. How can I ignore the pain, remain indifferent to it, turn a deaf ear to my aching soul and dreaming eyes I feel your feelings Know not how to respond in a world that is unlike you and me. The difference is so much, at least I need one more birth to bridge up Something holds me back. Sometimes my conscience, sometimes my situation and upbringing, but in most of the times, it is me who come on my way. Not so easy to come out of the trap. Not easy to feel blood rushing in your veins when your best is already past Sometimes I think let me silently wither away to come as the man of your choice who deserves you, your love like no one else. My love, will you relish it if I do not remain myself, become someone else with whom my surroundings may not identify? Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 21.20.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-291.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/21/something-i-look-at-291/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

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