Sunlight beams Sometimes, the feeling is raw The feeling of missing you So very real and intense These feelings have grew These feelings are true Missing you, is all I know Since you left it shows Without you, emptiness grows Come back, before it peaks and blows Often, I sit and remember I remember us talking Laugh and joke all night Recalling us walking Recalling us courting Thinking of you, is all I do Since you left it has grew Without you, I'm now blue Come back, is what you should do Pondering and wondering How to request you to return What needs to be done I still sit, as I'm burning Bottled emotions churning Obviously it's heard in my screams Nights, I see you in my dreams Perhaps the only way it seems Close my eyes, to see your scenes I want you to be my sunlight beams ©Schizology2

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Last My last breath will be filled with thoughts of you ©Schizology2

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Illusion of love What I thought it was It wasn't even close I thought you loved me I thought I was who you chose When I thought of us I thought of love It saddened me to know That I was not enough I was disappointed I was shocked and stricken Finding out you stopped caring I was totally heartbroken I worshipped you completely I would have given you everything Then find out it wasn't returned That I didn't mean anything The result has left me damaged Broken in a million jagged pieces After realizing it was the end It exposed a fragile weakness ©Schizology2

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It seems The years passing by Seem to have no end The dreams I've had Are of you Still being my best friend The months drag on They seem to never stop One after another At this point I'm feeling the opposite of on top The weeks pile up I stopped counting now Seven days each Without you How, I really don't know The days are growing Three-hundred sixty-five Each seem frozen If you were here Time would melt and thrive The hours, terrible The time slow like a worm That seem asleep With your assistance Time would wake I'm sure Minutes not moving The hands pointing down Like it has died Just say yes And the clock will turn around Seconds are not bad Because one day I know At any moment you May come back And time will return to its normal flow ©Schizology2

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Reminded daily I will mark off today as another day without you Today is another day that I still remember us Everyday is a reminder of how our love was true Each and everyday I'm reminded of what was Waking up is a mockery of me , how I still believe Dreading the days , every little thing is a memory Papers on the table ,the pen , the dice , you see You rolling the dice , scribbling make me grieve A butter knife I recall , you spreading the Nutella Your favourite sandwich treat , I just can't forget Empty plastic containers , I'm a strange fellow Seeing them reminds me of ferrero rocher you'd get The tv has a constant image of your programs  Outer limits and xfiles were two of your favourites They only penetrate inside , replaying our circumstance Pounding in my head , it shakes , you're the culprit The dog used to between us right at our feet He missed you as well and I think he would agree Without you around I really have nothing to see It was you and only you , who had what I need Eating meals are so inanimate , very boring and tiring Looking across the table and seeing an empty chair When it used to be you there I was always admiring  I remain fond of your red locks , the prettiest I swear ©Schizology2

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Pills and needles Need a pill? Take a pill Pop! Want a pill? I've had my fill Pop! Need a pill? Pop! Want a needle? Or another pill? Pop! Pop! Pop! ©Schizology2

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