Why don't you move on??
I don't want to and What exactly shall I move on from..
My feelings,Well,They shall be engraved with me
The audacity to be hopeful
The depth that my heart carries
That silly stupid habit of forgiving without even receiving apologies
Look,Move On,Is just a facade
It's just a myth and I don't prefer lying to myself or to anybody else
It's a fact that I know I will never be able to overcome my love and the damage
I gifted to myself But I am okay
I am not defined by the scars but the courage that I have within
I gave love selfless,stupid innocent and raw love
I am not afraid of being left alone or not loved back
All my life, I've been through the same mess
I eventually had to give up everything I wanted
Perhaps Love isn't made for me
I will still hug it with all the warmth my soul is left with
A few of us don't know any other language rather than compassion and warmth
I still wish for the best to happen to everyone,I am wired that way
I am not trying to portray anything great It is just that
I've always been with empty cups of shallow promise and a tiffy journey
I understand it well that love care and compassion matter the most
You can't buy them,You've got to earn them
Not everyone has been appreciated or clapped by the side
Nurtured and Cherished
I want to be the one clapping loud even at the victory of the ones
Who can't sustain me by my name who can't handle my shadows
I know that playing victim or having superiority complex
Isn't going to take anyone anywhere
We are all human our strength lies in
believing,loving and embracing safe space for others
I don't want to carry grudges
I want to leave this place smiling for the heavenly abode
I want to be a beautiful memory
Even to those who don't understand these things
World is filled with too many mediocre things already
Let's keep it straight and simple
Love me..??
Hug me,Tell me,I will always appreciate that
Not in good terms,Don't like me..??No worries,big hug
Will still wish the best for you
May we all evolve as better human beings each passing day
I know I am weird and silly
I would still choose to spread smiles, Completely...
©ashita pandey बेबाक़
