In my book of memories, where stories stay,
I feel kinda sad 'cause my brother's not here to play.
People all happy for the new year's cheer,
But I'm stuck in moments that bring a tear.
It's been two years since my bro went away,
On this day, feels like he should've stayed.
I held him tight, hoping he'd wake,
But time just moved on, like a river does,
for goodness' sake.
"I won't fight," I told him in that quiet place,
Hugging him close, but he slipped into space.
Time kept going, all cold and bold,
Leaving me here, feeling kinda old.
I miss his teasing and our shared plate,
Eating together, it was super great.
I wish I could go back, do things right,
Regret fills my heart, like day turns to night.
In that day's mess, wondering how he felt,
A piece of me broke, like it totally smelt.
I wish I could change our story's plot,
But here I am, dealing with what I got.
I wish for a time machine, that would be cool,
To fix things up, to not play the fool.
While others look forward, with a lot of cheer,
I'm just holding a quiet, 23-year-old tear.
©Anchal Mehta
#Soul missing my lad as New Year only reminds me of him .