Will thou still idolize me like you do?
When I be lost in the scuffle at darkest hours.
Will thou still want me besides you?
When I exchange cold goodbyes at every meet.
Will thou still make me feel wanted?
When I be thrown out like an unwanted weed.
Will thou still feel my absence around you?
When thy be surrounded by heavenly maidens.
Will thou still approach me in times to come?
When I be deadly sacrificing my whole self.
Will thou be plucky to held thy exquisite tears?
When my corpse be carried in a trimmed bier.
Will thou still menifest uttermost stoutness?
When this wretched soul haunt you in nightmares!
©Naik Sarah
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