Why don't you just go and tell him ,You love him
Aren't you strong enough to face it off
Maybe yes,Maybe no
I don't know the other side of the story,I would never break another home to build mine
I am courageous to love him against all odds
Certainly,I don't have enough power to go and speak to him,
Love makes you vulnerable at times
I have seen people making fun of people,Feelings are meant to be honoured not criticized
I know he is a decent man yet I am wounded human,Life hasn't been quite easy
There are boundries as long as my man isn't supportive I wouldn't mive any of them at all,
He is well aware of what should be done,I have complete faith in him,
So my fate will depend on what he decides for us
By no chance any decision will ever affect what I have in my heart for him,I loved him ever since ,
I didn't even kenw his name,So obviously
I am not carrying any insecurity of not being chosen or rejectd
And
I respect myself enough to not jump in to any disrespect
His behaviour showed a lot that
I am not important
I wouldn't force anything
I love him,It will be in my heart in the coming lifetimes too
I DON'T know how to love less
I wouldn't blame him for anything
I don't find anything less in him
He is worthy of a universe
Here,I am not even a stone in that que
I know perhaps,I don't deserve him
But I will try my best to be worthy enough to have him
Certainly
I am a woman
I would love to hear from my man
I strongly believe,One can't hide their love for long
So if a fraction of love is their in his heart
He will come to me freely, happily,openly all by himself
Without any force
I will wait for him to come and hold my hand
I will wish to be a part of his journey
He already is my destination
I will wait to be chosen
I don't wanna belittle my love by playing silly games
Love is sacred,I worship that man
He is everything to me
It's my feminine grace
It has to be honoured by my masculine
Till than ,I am patient
I am open to every decision,he takes
No objections,No blames
Just pure faith
I know we both know,We love each other
It's not infatuation,not at all
It's once in a million sort of connection
We both have missing pices of each other in ourselves
But
I deserve to be acknowledged by my man
Call me old school but I deserve to be prioritised,informed and taken care of
Those are the standards I set for myself,it took me a lot to set them
Hence ,no lowering down of standards
I wish the very best for him
I will stand with him even if the world stands against him
I am not mighty but I am a clear headed human
It's either him or no one else ever
No matter He choses me or not
I chose him
That's my decision, I respect my feelings and his happiness is a priority as well, Always....
©ashita pandey बेबाक़
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