White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-291 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY What you say yours is not yours. It is mine, exclusively mine. How can I be an alien to my feelings, my emotions, my anxiety and fear, cheer and tear. I understand the language of your heart, listen to its beats, blend and rhyme with it. It is my heart not yours I know where it aches. How can I ignore the pain, remain indifferent to it, turn a deaf ear to my aching soul and dreaming eyes I feel your feelings Know not how to respond in a world that is unlike you and me. The difference is so much, at least I need one more birth to bridge up Something holds me back. Sometimes my conscience, sometimes my situation and upbringing, but in most of the times, it is me who come on my way. Not so easy to come out of the trap. Not easy to feel blood rushing in your veins when your best is already past Sometimes I think let me silently wither away to come as the man of your choice who deserves you, your love like no one else. My love, will you relish it if I do not remain myself, become someone else with whom my surroundings may not identify? Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 21.20.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-291.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/21/something-i-look-at-291/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-288 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Look at me I am there where I was long before silently enduring and relishing the pangs of your sorrow, the occasional cheer that comes in between tears as mine exclusively mine I have never turned my back How can I move away from someone I truly love, someone with whom I am always with, someone with whom I will always be? How can I be indifferent to someone who is in the inner sanctum of my heart reigning over my body and mind, shining like a golden rose spreading its fragrance all over? How can I neglect you, my heart and soul, my life breath, the flow in my arteries and veins? How can I lose sight of that beautiful garden, the fountain of love that touched me, touched my body and mind like a handful of spring in hot summer? You are that summer shower which drenched my earth, that occasional spring which made me bloom and look at life through a pair of young eyes We are different coz we are in different situations, our hearts split into pieces not being able to do justice to our love on one hand and values of society, duties and obligations on the other. Dreaming is fascinating, but the reality is something one has to live with. You are both in my dreams and reality, may not be the way you want me Smruti Ranjan Mohan ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-291 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY What you say yours is not yours. It is mine, exclusively mine. How can I be an alien to my feelings, my emotions, my anxiety and fear, cheer and tear. I understand the language of your heart, listen to its beats, blend and rhyme with it. It is my heart not yours I know where it aches. How can I ignore the pain, remain indifferent to it, turn a deaf ear to my aching soul and dreaming eyes I feel your feelings Know not how to respond in a world that is unlike you and me. The difference is so much, at least I need one more birth to bridge up Something holds me back. Sometimes my conscience, sometimes my situation and upbringing, but in most of the times, it is me who come on my way. Not so easy to come out of the trap. Not easy to feel blood rushing in your veins when your best is already past Sometimes I think let me silently wither away to come as the man of your choice who deserves you, your love like no one else. My love, will you relish it if I do not remain myself, become someone else with whom my surroundings may not identify? Smruti Ranjan Mohanty© India 21.20.2023 All copyrights reserved https://smrutiranjanmohanty.blogspot.com/2023/10/something-i-look-at-291.html https://smrutiweb.wordpress.com/2023/10/21/something-i-look-at-291/ ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-288 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY Look at me I am there where I was long before silently enduring and relishing the pangs of your sorrow, the occasional cheer that comes in between tears as mine exclusively mine I have never turned my back How can I move away from someone I truly love, someone with whom I am always with, someone with whom I will always be? How can I be indifferent to someone who is in the inner sanctum of my heart reigning over my body and mind, shining like a golden rose spreading its fragrance all over? How can I neglect you, my heart and soul, my life breath, the flow in my arteries and veins? How can I lose sight of that beautiful garden, the fountain of love that touched me, touched my body and mind like a handful of spring in hot summer? You are that summer shower which drenched my earth, that occasional spring which made me bloom and look at life through a pair of young eyes We are different coz we are in different situations, our hearts split into pieces not being able to do justice to our love on one hand and values of society, duties and obligations on the other. Dreaming is fascinating, but the reality is something one has to live with. You are both in my dreams and reality, may not be the way you want me Smruti Ranjan Mohan ©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty

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